> the state of chaos that I had felt that morning > high risk, low reward robbery like that is typically for drug money You found yourself in that state of ch

> the state of chaos that I had felt that morning > high risk, low reward robbery like that is typically for drug money You found yourself in that state of chaos for reasons entirely outside your control. The robber freely chose to take the first hit of the drug that led to the addiction that led to the life of crime.