That I could let go of all anger and nothing of value neither ability to do anything would be lost. That motivation isn't some intrinsic value but a fleeting f

That I could let go of all anger and nothing of value neither ability to do anything would be lost. That motivation isn't some intrinsic value but a fleeting feeling with no value without rigid discipline. That there's no value in being what society considers a "good person", just pretending to be one when needed is more than sufficient.