Realizing that motivation is not a symptom of discipline, but rather that it is a neurotic emotion that will flee from you when it is most desired and needed. T

Realizing that motivation is not a symptom of discipline, but rather that it is a neurotic emotion that will flee from you when it is most desired and needed. This came with the realization that discipline isn't something we are born with and is something to be practiced. One can thereby increase the amount of discipline available to them to exercise in times of trouble, thus increasing the amount of torment they are able to endure.