We are all different. I decided to not have children and it was the absolute best decision of my life. I would just have hated to have had children. For many r

We are all different. I decided to not have children and it was the absolute best decision of my life. I would just have hated to have had children. For many reasons, not just one. I've known it from a very young age, about 13 or 14 years old, and I've never had any regrets whatsoever. Maybe the slightest pang every 2 or 3 years, for about 10 minutes. Then it goes away fast and I don't think about it for another few years. Best single decision of my life. Also, the worst thing that a person can do in terms of climate change, by far the worst thing, is to have a child. Far worse than having a car that burns 8 miles to the gallon or basically anything. But as others have said, this sounds more like a mental health/mental illness situation. You 100% should see a therapist. for sure.