> Probably something to do with subconsciously feeling guilt for not doing what one is "supposed to", so they feel too guilty to embark on something else that's

> Probably something to do with subconsciously feeling guilt for not doing what one is "supposed to", so they feel too guilty to embark on something else that's productive Absolutely. I have found myself in this exact loop (or is it a downward spiral). I cannot give myself "permission" to do what I want in times when I know there's no chance I'll do what I'm "supposed to" anyways. This only makes the guilt worse the next time.