Was in a similar situation re: biological age, just some anec-data for you: 1) You and your spouse most likely can still have children assuming you two are in

Was in a similar situation re: biological age, just some anec-data for you: 1) You and your spouse most likely can still have children assuming you two are in reasonable health with no serious fertility issues; age is less of an issue with today's medical tech. My spouse and I had our first child at a simlar age to you two. 2) Sounds like you have burnout/depression/something-else. Consider getting help from a professional (therapist)? 3) For me, parenthood is cool, tiring, and rewarding, but definitely not an endpoint of personal fulfillment. With all the socio-cultural changes of our times, our sense of self, identity, and value should enrich our families, and not be predicated upon society's value towards being a giving/sacrificing parent unit.