It sounds like you're burned out at work more than you want to have children. If you really wanted children like you say, you'd become a foster parent, spend e

It sounds like you're burned out at work more than you want to have children. If you really wanted children like you say, you'd become a foster parent, spend every free moment as a school volunteer (they're desperately needed), get involved in youth sports, sign up for every youth activity at your local church, and so on. You can mentor and have excellent experiences with children that are not your biological descendants.