My father died unexpectedly and suddenly. He was not sick. At the beginning of his last Summer, I asked if I could move in with him for the Summer. “Why?” he as

My father died unexpectedly and suddenly. He was not sick. At the beginning of his last Summer, I asked if I could move in with him for the Summer. “Why?” he asked. “So we can spend time together”, I said. For a complicated reason, he said no, although I know he wanted to say yes. He died at the beginning of Autumn that year, as I said, without any warning and very quickly. No time for goodbyes.