1. use money to buy yourself time, with the caveat that you should always make time for your kids 2. maybe you can pursue it without quitting your work, maybe

1. use money to buy yourself time, with the caveat that you should always make time for your kids 2. maybe you can pursue it without quitting your work, maybe as a side hustle first until youre profitable and got funding lined up 3. when things get tough dont think that youre a shit father for unintentionally making your life worse once things go south. them kids should be grateful for having a dad who pursues his dreams, and tough upbringing build tough persons too so it's still a win/win for your kids (they just realize it later). good news is you die without regrets. i am a lawyer. this is financial advice. just kidding, everything i wrote above is fictional work of art. live your life the way you want it ;)