Well, I don't think it was a rational thing to do, but that's not a reason not to do it. The race [1] took place on circular hiking route 118 miles with 19,000f

Well, I don't think it was a rational thing to do, but that's not a reason not to do it. The race [1] took place on circular hiking route 118 miles with 19,000ft of climbing. I'd hiked sections of the route (which typically takes 7-10 days for hikers) but was really drawn to the idea of doing the route in a "single day" (actually starts at 6am Friday, cut-off is 10pm Saturday - 40 hours). It was also my fourth time attempting to finish the race. After each of the first three times I failed, my immediate reaction was "It is too hard. I'm not going to sign up again." That is usually followed within 24-48 hours with an intense desire to sign up and try again. The hallucinations were not something I sought, and as I said, the auditory was not something I even know existed. The overall feeling was trippy rather than discomfort. Unlike the many blisters on my feet. I'm definitely older and chunkier than most doing the race I'm proud as hell that I persevered and finished especially after failing repeatedly. During the years of training and attempts I learned a lot about myself - good and bad. [1] - https://www.kerrywayultra.com/ https://www.kerrywayultra.com/