No no no no: There is no “should” or “shuod not”, you are ill and there it is, NOTHING TO DO WITH RESPONSIBILITY. You need a doctor because you are ill. Of co

No no no no: There is no “should” or “shuod not”, you are ill and there it is, NOTHING TO DO WITH RESPONSIBILITY. You need a doctor because you are ill. Of course, a friend who does not judge and knows something about depression would also help a lot. Doctor first (and I mean a psychiatrist, really). Then: some legal help and/or economic support (can you declare bankruptcy? Is it a good idea?). Meanwhile, learning what you can is good but: PHYSICAL EXERCISE. Stop reading the news: they add nothing positive to your troubles, at all. You need help, not “information”. Keep you in my prayers. I’ve been there, am talking from experience.