you're desperate, but like you said, most of us have experienced the same thing, some even worse than others. Don't take action based on your desperation or emo

you're desperate, but like you said, most of us have experienced the same thing, some even worse than others. Don't take action based on your desperation or emotion right now. We're all here because we made it through those times, believe it or not it will all pass if you fight through. Persistency is the key, go to the gym or a long walk every day, that helps you clear your mind. After that just keep applying, in the meanwhile try to work for hospitality or something just to cover the bills. You're way ahead than those who just started learning to code, and they don't give up, many of them made it, so should you!!