This may not be what you want to hear pal, but consider getting 'just any job' for now, to make ends meet. It's not going to feel good, and you're probably goin

This may not be what you want to hear pal, but consider getting 'just any job' for now, to make ends meet. It's not going to feel good, and you're probably going to hate it, but at least you won't be unemployed... which will feel better than being unemployed. I may not be a programmer, but I have been in your shoes. It sucks. The abyss looks friendly sometimes when society is not.