I border on killing myself daily as a form of punishment for selling TBT a couple weeks before the Fed finally took action. Bought in at ~$21 on the very first

I border on killing myself daily as a form of punishment for selling TBT a couple weeks before the Fed finally took action. Bought in at ~$21 on the very first high CPI print I saw. Then the Fed took 1.5 years to actually make the correct move, during which time it went as low as $15. Sold out when it finally, painfully climbed back up positive because the Fed started reversing course and I lost all hope. Two weeks later they finally decided to act like Keynesias and started the rate hike. Now it's in the lower $30s. Not killing myself has been difficult.