I'm currently drinking moderately but I've had periods where I haven't drank for a long time (years to months) and also periods where I've drank way too much an

I'm currently drinking moderately but I've had periods where I haven't drank for a long time (years to months) and also periods where I've drank way too much and would say had an addiction. I drank something almost every night of the week and at least once or twice a week was drunk. Every time I had hangover I promised myself I would quite but in a couple of days I was drinking away. What helped me quit in the end was a combination of counselling, disulfiram and an LSD trip. Not sure if any of those alone would have helped to quit the binge but together they helped me quit the destructive habits and form new ones. Nowadays (after many many years) I'm again drinking alcohol (I try to keep it on weekends) but the urge to get drunk is gone luckily. Still there have been slippery slopes where I have accidentally drink couple too many but still it never leads to excessive drinking, I rather go to sleep then.