Failing is human--please never hate yourself for that. You don't seem to be in a bad place, but you should talk to your doctor about some mental health counsel

Failing is human--please never hate yourself for that. You don't seem to be in a bad place, but you should talk to your doctor about some mental health counseling. Specifically, you should try to get down to the bottom of what causes you to feel a need to binge on a 12 pack in a weekend when you can live without alcohol for weeks otherwise. Good luck.