You don't sound like you are addicted, based on which you might get something from this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUck-umj2WI https://www.youtube.com/wat

You don't sound like you are addicted, based on which you might get something from this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUck-umj2WI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUck-umj2WI. Basically other things will have to move out the way for you to do this, and you may burn a bridge or too, which is fine.