So I cannot manage my own life in a sensible way? If I want to end it, does it have to be messy (as in jumping in front of a train)? Or not well working (as in

So I cannot manage my own life in a sensible way? If I want to end it, does it have to be messy (as in jumping in front of a train)? Or not well working (as in jumping from a window and ending up paralyzed - which indeed will stop me from further silly attempts)? The government has a duty to facilitate it.