I am speaking in the present tense, not future tense. I don't CURRENTLY know how to install z/OS. this says exactly nothing about the future or my motivation.

I am speaking in the present tense, not future tense. I don't CURRENTLY know how to install z/OS. this says exactly nothing about the future or my motivation. I do have ADHD though, so motivation to do anything is often in short supply with the current Adderall shortage. sometimes I can hyper-focus on a thing if I am highly interested and this ability has both carried me through my career and held me back significantly. surface level knowledge is pretty easy. median expertise requires a good few days of hyperfocus. a few days (6 or less) is the most I get, so expert level knowledge is perpetually out of reach, even when I am very interested in the topic :( so I guess you've got a point. I am somewhat of a slave to this condition, and this is why it is an ADA-recognized disability.