Syndrome. Fuckin' stupid. I explore things because I like them. Frequently things I'm exploring are years ahead of where the world needs them and I'm doing big

Syndrome. Fuckin' stupid. I explore things because I like them. Frequently things I'm exploring are years ahead of where the world needs them and I'm doing big lifts to make them "work" but even when they work the world doesn't need them. OP sees the things they didn't finish as failures. The win is enjoying exploring something, not what the world thinks about it or uses. For sure there's things I plan to go back to and hope to get back to. And finished things I hope the world cares about one day... but yeah. Exploration of reality isn't a game of capture the flag. If you do get it, so what? The only reason to really do hard things, like really really really hard things is because you liked pursuing it.