You sound miserable. It's time to leave. If you don't, it's not worth 5-10 years of your life. Or even two. Find something else that better suits you and leave.

You sound miserable. It's time to leave. If you don't, it's not worth 5-10 years of your life. Or even two. Find something else that better suits you and leave. You'll be better off for it in all the ways that matter.