Totally but in the end it’s not about being better but about having more fun (and not necessarily quantitative). The moment you say I’ve seen enough how tos and

Totally but in the end it’s not about being better but about having more fun (and not necessarily quantitative). The moment you say I’ve seen enough how tos and turn off the computer/phone and say I’m gonna have a blast winging this, let the fun start! But I hear you though, Im often neighboring with a little existential crisis. But again I remind myself why I am doing this ‘hobby’ and how I’m free to take any direction and am not constrained to become the best because it’s really not a competition. But the noise is certainly dizzying if not deafening