I know you asked for other answers, but sincerely, I think any solution you'll find will be a temporary band-aid. You cannot exist in an environnement where yo

I know you asked for other answers, but sincerely, I think any solution you'll find will be a temporary band-aid. You cannot exist in an environnement where you feel used, where you dread social interactions and where you find the whole structure of the job baffling and inefficient. You have outgrown this job, and you need to find another one. If I were you, I would look around either for similar jobs or for jobs that are just a little over your current capabilities. I've found that these feelings of being very critical of your environnenent come from being underchallenged and understimulated. As unnerving as this sounds, and as dumb as this comment is, have fun with it! I'm sure you are a competent and intelligent person. Just bet on yourself, and look for a way to safely find another job. There is no shame in going on welfare for a bit to look for better work. It's your money! :)