Don't stop caring as such. Try to get closer with the people you like and I guarantee there is a circle of people like you with a private whatsapp/whatever chan

Don't stop caring as such. Try to get closer with the people you like and I guarantee there is a circle of people like you with a private whatsapp/whatever channel trying to survive. It will instantly turn your life for the better. If there is not such thing yet (hard to believe) start one with just one more person you think can be on your side. Chat, gossip all the day every day. And then - stop caring ))