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what, with no reason? you didn't have a why? fix the why.

• bowsamic 4y ago
  It didn’t show me a why it just showed me that I want to die. Other LSD users say I should take more at a higher dosage but that seems like a bad idea
  • chaps 4y ago
    What dosage did you take? I've heard low doses can actually be a deeply frustrating experience.
    • bowsamic 4y ago
      100ug
  • ruined 4y ago
    you keep looking at LSD for feelings you're having while sober. examine your reasons for your feelings now. if you can't identify your own motivations, how can you attribute cause like that?
    • bowsamic 4y ago
      I wasn’t ever suicidal before, I was after, that’s all I know
      • mistermann 4y ago
        A theory / thought experiment: Take "it just showed me that I want to die" and unpack every single word into an absurdly and "pedantically" complex, comprehensively and perfectly correct articulation of the(?) precise meaning in this context. In doing so, use various forms of articulation, not only paragraph/narrative form. If you are doing it right, ideally you will find yourself having to fight against your own mind at several points during the analysis. Work on the problem for a month or six, even just two or three minutes at a time now and then. I propose that at the end of this process, you will possess more knowledge than you did before. There are various techniques to accelerate this process, but I will let you figure those out on your own along the way. As a hint: consider various topics of discussion that arise on the website you are on. I should probably also note: this is not necessarily a risk-free undertaking, so maybe build some safeguards into your methodology.
        • bowsamic 4y ago
          I have literally no idea what the hell you are talking about
          • mistermann 4y ago
            Too much to ingest at once, fair enough! "unpack the meaning of a word"...this makes sense?
            • bowsamic 4y ago
              Not really no
              • mistermann 4y ago
                Can we agree that words have meanings?
      • ruined 4y ago
        if you are unable to identify motivations and reasons for your own actions and desires, there is certainly a more complex causal relationship here, and you probably need some assistance to discover it.
        • bowsamic 4y ago
          I am on a waiting list for therapy, as I said. I'm not sure what else you want from me. I have no idea why I want to die
• ceejayoz 4y ago
  Not all whys are known, and not all known whys are fixable.