I may be wrong, but I think it depends why you go. I felt I had to go, and it is specifically a feeling, inside me. I've been trying to pin down exactly what

I may be wrong, but I think it depends why you go. I felt I had to go, and it is specifically a feeling, inside me. I've been trying to pin down exactly what it is, and I'm not sure I've succeeded. It's something like where something so awful happened here, to ordinary people, the horror, the terror, the violence and death, it feels encumbent to - and grimly - witness what happened.