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That makes sense to a point, but it's still scary to have that sort of thing hanging over you. This will sound silly, but just thinking about this stuff has my
by AgentConundrum 15y ago
That makes sense to a point, but it's still scary to have that sort of thing hanging over you. This will sound silly, but just thinking about this stuff has my stomach in knots right now - I actually feel physically ill.
After posting this, I found a post on answers.onstartups[1], written by Joel Spolsky, which outlined the reasons why employers make you sign this sort of thing. I understand the reasons he gave, but it also makes me realize that this is just the way the world works for our profession, and I feel trapped and scared by it.
I know I'm never going to make anything in my spare time that amounts to anything, but I still like the idea of throwing stuff (pet projects) at the wall (the internet) to see what sticks (gains me notoriety and/or profit). I get the feeling that it's in my own best interest to just keep my toys to myself, keep my head down, and pound out line of business apps for $50k a year (or the post-inflation equivalent of it) for the rest of my life. I feel dead inside.
[1] http://answers.onstartups.com/q/19422/14789 http://answers.onstartups.com/q/19422/14789
- fractallyte 15y agoMore than anything else, you're suffering from a lack of self-confidence. Try to be really good at what you do, and use that knowledge to build your confidence and assertiveness. This is the subject of countless books, and several past threads on HN. On a more interesting note, it's surprising/shocking to realize how far one can get with controlled arrogance. An archetypal character to study is the protagonist of the TV series 'House'. (But I'm not at all suggesting that you should behave like him!)