I thought about not replying, but there's a slim chance that I may be able to help you out. You're living in a hell. The gates of your hell are not locked nor

I thought about not replying, but there's a slim chance that I may be able to help you out. You're living in a hell. The gates of your hell are not locked nor guarded, you can leave whenever you want, but you have to realize that you're in hell before you can realize that there's a better place to be.