I have no idea why you're getting downvoted. I don't really consider myself to be a "gamer" but I stumbled across that channel myself a few months ago and it's

I have no idea why you're getting downvoted. I don't really consider myself to be a "gamer" but I stumbled across that channel myself a few months ago and it's incredible. Definitely not going to solve all of OP's problems, but it can help. That guy is incredibly insightful and knowledgeable.