Thanks, I like your comments a lot and have been following around a few months ago. I also like your recommendation of the nihilism books. I think I simply hav

Thanks, I like your comments a lot and have been following around a few months ago. I also like your recommendation of the nihilism books. I think I simply have so many things in my mind that I'm always in a rush and always easily irritated. I'm definitely overestimating my ability since my childhood but simply do not know how to scale down probably, even that I know this and have already scaled down dramatically. This combined with the new burden definitely spell my doom.