Sad that you have no spare effort-capacity whatsoever to make a choice for yourself like this, that you see yourself as at zero! Woe unto you. I dont get why t

Sad that you have no spare effort-capacity whatsoever to make a choice for yourself like this, that you see yourself as at zero! Woe unto you. I dont get why this proclaimed unwillingness & lack of deciding leads you to pick the worse less defensive pick though. Why actively choose worse defense? I dont get your argumentation. Why is the worse dumber pick better for you, even if you dont feel convinced of the harm? Presented with a defensive & apathetic option, I don't see why you would still choose worse.