Maybe check out John Vervaeke's Awakening from the Meaning Crisis videos on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54l8_ewcOlY&list=PLND1JCRq8Vuh3f0P5qjrSdb5

Maybe check out John Vervaeke's Awakening from the Meaning Crisis videos on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54l8_ewcOlY&list=PLND1JCRq8Vuh3f0P5qjrSdb5eC1ZfZwWJ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54l8_ewcOlY&list=PLND1JCRq8V... Perhaps you might relate to how he describes this disconnect. While I don't think I've gone through a life crisis yet, he has brought clarity to the feelings I had that might have resulted in one.