I'm sorry you feel this way. It might be worth learning about the different types of communist beliefs. I am, for instance, against the idea of state socialism

I'm sorry you feel this way. It might be worth learning about the different types of communist beliefs. I am, for instance, against the idea of state socialism and one party authoritarianism. I would describe myself as a "council communist", which is to say that workers should elect representatives who meet in councils. It's fundamentally a representative democracy but driven by labor power rather than capital power.