I've been useless and I've been a rockstar, in different companies. The difference isn't me, but the organization. Too much "watching" sends me way toward the

I've been useless and I've been a rockstar, in different companies. The difference isn't me, but the organization. Too much "watching" sends me way toward the useless end of the spectrum, if anything, because it's stressful and I end up about half-depressed before long.