I can't be the only one but free play/build gives me a TON of anxiety. It's like I become paralyzed and my mind just goes blank. I have a young son with a coupl

I can't be the only one but free play/build gives me a TON of anxiety. It's like I become paralyzed and my mind just goes blank. I have a young son with a couple tubs full of lego pieces. OTOH, I love to build Lego kits with directions. I could do it for hours... it becomes meditative.