eh truthfully this is why I asked, I guess you read my comment and saw through the lines :D but yea I'm not "down with the scene", I don't "know people" and ha

eh truthfully this is why I asked, I guess you read my comment and saw through the lines :D but yea I'm not "down with the scene", I don't "know people" and have been on anti-depressants for over a decade off and on with little break-through. I've suspected that psychedelics or things like MDMA could help, but I don't know where to turn to for that.