I am also capable of that, perfectly able of go crazy when sober too, and still I don’t want to think about it in other settings, I disagree with other people t

I am also capable of that, perfectly able of go crazy when sober too, and still I don’t want to think about it in other settings, I disagree with other people that say that I want to forget about it because I am ashamed, I just want to have fun when I have to have fun and then live seriously or not crazy when I don’t have to or there are other backgrounds