I suffer from legitimate ADHD. My Adderall makes me tired and relaxed and less impulsive but focused. You sound like you are drug seeking. I would recommend tha

I suffer from legitimate ADHD. My Adderall makes me tired and relaxed and less impulsive but focused. You sound like you are drug seeking. I would recommend that you go cold turkey from everything and see if you still feel the same way that you say you feel. You seem to be perfectly functional in your job and in life. You also seem to be comparing yourself to others who are drug abusing and who you think are outperforming you. This does not mean you have ADHD. My ADHD makes me non-functional in life and with medication I am barely functional. Sorry to be mean but you're a joke.