I'm not a psychiatrist but it sounds like depression combined with obsessive compulsive urge for reddit brainfarts. Seek medical help, maybe you are low on some

I'm not a psychiatrist but it sounds like depression combined with obsessive compulsive urge for reddit brainfarts. Seek medical help, maybe you are low on some hormone, heck it can even be an un-diagnosed Lyme disease or similar that is causing your mental fog.