If by understand yourself you mean pretend to have a diagnosable condition then there is something wrong. Claiming to have autism with no detectable impairment

If by understand yourself you mean pretend to have a diagnosable condition then there is something wrong. Claiming to have autism with no detectable impairment is like me claiming to be blind because despite having 6/6 vision (i.e. normal) because that's is actually worse than average vision for my age group (6/5 is average healthy young adult vision).