> You're not exploring anything, you're not celebrating life, not producing any meaning. You just sit there, like a robot, pissing it all away. I would suggest

> You're not exploring anything, you're not celebrating life, not producing any meaning. You just sit there, like a robot, pissing it all away. I would suggest that meaning can be found, even if you are unable to transcend our human limitations in this insanely large universe. But I can tell that you are on a path of reflection of what a meaningful human life means for you, and that's exciting! I wish you the best! (Don't read this as if I have it all figured out, because I most certainly do not)