Sympathies. If it's any consolation, Janacek wrote his string quartets in his 80s. Go to Burning Man. I spent a month on site at a regional burn; in the month

Sympathies. If it's any consolation, Janacek wrote his string quartets in his 80s. Go to Burning Man. I spent a month on site at a regional burn; in the month since then, I've published two personal projects and been much more productive at work. I never found that spark on return from "normal" holidays.