Even though you're happy in every day life, it sounds like you could benefit from some therapy to help you unpack those painful memories. Moving past that might

Even though you're happy in every day life, it sounds like you could benefit from some therapy to help you unpack those painful memories. Moving past that might help your creativity flow. When my creative juices feel depleted, I give myself permission to do nothing. Take a long walk, play a game, watch a movie, but don't make anything. I usually find that relieving the pressure of feeling like I should be more productive actually makes me more productive.