Now we are discussing subjectivities and it makes no sense continuing the discussion IMHO. At some point I also romaticized the idea of being on the beach enjo

Now we are discussing subjectivities and it makes no sense continuing the discussion IMHO. At some point I also romaticized the idea of being on the beach enjoying myself when the pager goes off. So I jump into a terminal, get the adrenaline rush, fix the problem, save the day, and carry on. That narrative just doesn't work for me anymore.