I used to feel kind of like that when I used to be part of a toxic team. I switched teams, and that feeling went away. I eventually moved to a smaller company,

I used to feel kind of like that when I used to be part of a toxic team. I switched teams, and that feeling went away. I eventually moved to a smaller company, and I worked to build a good relationship with my other peer. Because I know what it feels like to have anxiety before submitting a PR, I will tell you the following: No one in the current times should be put under such environment when companies out there are desperate to hire developers. Take care of yourself, mate!