Yeah its really sad. Most of the time I've spent with my family has already happened. The future holds at most a week or two each year in the future. It is real

Yeah its really sad. Most of the time I've spent with my family has already happened. The future holds at most a week or two each year in the future. It is really hard as well since I really dont want to live in the part of the country ANY of my family currently lives in.