I'm soon to be 38 and despite thinking of it all the time never attempted to go ahead with my own startup. You're much more a success than I am. What you are

I'm soon to be 38 and despite thinking of it all the time never attempted to go ahead with my own startup. You're much more a success than I am. What you are going through is grief, for a company ; so even without any more information, as anyone who lost people, I would tend to say: "yes you will recover". Here's one that I saw the other day and really resonated: https://everything2.com/title/You+have+a+sad+feeling+for+a+moment%252C+then+it+passes https://everything2.com/title/You+have+a+sad+feeling+for+a+m...