If you continue to have a feeling-sorry-for-yourself attitude, then you probably will not recover (sorry if this is harsh). You need to pick yourself up, dust

If you continue to have a feeling-sorry-for-yourself attitude, then you probably will not recover (sorry if this is harsh). You need to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, figure out all the lessons learned from your first foray, write them down, formulate a new life strategy, and then get the fuck out and chase it! Whingeing on HN about how miserable you are won't fix anything.