Wow, this has gotten far more of a response than I thought it would. I have to thank you all for the kind words, insights, and advice. I know this site can tear

Wow, this has gotten far more of a response than I thought it would. I have to thank you all for the kind words, insights, and advice. I know this site can tear people apart sometimes so I was hesitant to say anything but I respect this community a lot and was prepared for anything. I'm pleasantly surprised. Low points suck and it's nice to know you're not e only one who's been there. Thank you.