1) Think about getting a new job. If your current job isn't bringing you satisfaction, find another. There are many other there and you can get one that is bett

1) Think about getting a new job. If your current job isn't bringing you satisfaction, find another. There are many other there and you can get one that is better than your current job. Don't doubt yourself - you can do it. 2) It's ok to not work on a game on the side. Do you have a clear vision for it? does that vision excite you? if no, either work on the vision, or find a vision that does. Or do something else entirely - maybe that's not the right side project for you. 3) What do you do for fun? I'd recommend not doing things like playing video games or watching tv too much - as relaxing as it can be, its ultimately not productive use of time. Is there a skill you can teach yourself? I've been doing drawing/painting, and amateur music production. I suck at both still, but I'm getting better, and making progress feels good. 4) How are your relationships in life? How are your finances? It might be that your negative feelings aren't due to work, or your video game, or seinfeld reruns - those might be a side effect of the real things impacting your mood and behaviour. 5) cut back on the weed for a while nad see how you feel. the weed is a coping mechanism - when it becomes whata you look forward to, it becomes problematic. take 2-4 weeks break. find a way to exist without being high and still emotionally stable. After a month you might find you dont really miss it.